I had so many ideas in June.

None of them happened. Life fell apart.

Somehow in the 3.5 months since then I have a new boyfriend, a new car, a new place of residence, a new job… because everything that was going on back then didn’t pan out.

I continue to come up with new ideas. A new book, a new Kindle Vella project, a new web comic, a new self-help journey. So far all of them are still just ideas. Although right now I’m thinking I won’t be going the Kindle Vella route.

Part of me wants to pick a new pen name and start over without a face. Don’t let anyone know who I am. For various reasons, I want to remain anonymous should my creative career continue to move forward.

I don’t know. We’ll see.

I’ve been learning a lot about myself and trying to get healthy and stay healthy. My antidepressants have been on back-order for months and they’re my miracle drug and the only one to work for me so far. I’ve tried dozens and done the genetic test to see which one I metabolize best. My psychiatrist thought it would work to switch me to a different version of the same drug (?) and it made me physically sick and suicidal. I’m still recovering from that. I managed to get a 90-day supply of part of my prescription that works from Amazon.

I did do an interview for a podcast in June. Here’s that link. I’m giving you the Spotify one because that’s what I use and I’m scared of watching videos of myself so I don’t want to see if the YouTube one actually does show video. But, you can search Write4Joy podcast with Ali Cross and find it virtually anywhere podcasts are uploaded.

I had good intentions when deciding to upload my blog today, but I guess I’m still way too exhausted from this past week, mentally and physically. My brain power is quickly diminishing and it might be time for a nap.

Love y’all! I’ll be back, eventually…